hurt. love. tears. laughter.

hurt –

I’m hurt by everyone around
those angels that pretend to see
oh god, you just couldn’t let it be
these people sayin’ there my friends
stop turning them to devils.

they kick me down
they see me cryin’
still they hope that I am buying
their fake smile, tears and pain
for silence, comfort and a friend

they know I love them
that’s for shore
though still they see me like a whore
i come to them with love and shame
but god, where are they when I’m in pain

Love –

love is like a spinning wheel
it hides the truth, you’re left to feel
the darkness turning into light
it feels like autumn, nice and bright

then it ends
you’re left alone
in darkness cold as ice
in silence cryin’ out some tears
well, the darkness is kind of nice

tears –

tears of laughter, tears of pain
both of them is so insane!
tears from the heart is truly painful
yet these tears cannot be seen
and is easy hidden with smile so meen
tears are lonely
tears are fake
true tears are invisible
it make the smile irresistible

laughter –

laughter comes just like a mask
to cover up each single task
it takes you to humanity
and changes so dramatically
it hides the pain you feel inside
and make people think you’re happy
they never guess what you truly decide
is how to commit your suicide.